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Captain's Log

This is the daily/weekly journal of your epic Captain, Aísha.

Captain's Log Stardate 31.01.26

Bienvenue à tous!1!11!

Today I finally made the epic vlog I ever wanted to do since I watched that Mark Zuckerberg's movie at 14 and wished I could make my epic Vlog website. Finally got an epic computer where I can make heavy stuff. I'M HAPPY :D

There's an entire galaxy ahead. Don't ever stop moving forwards.

Captain's Log Stardate 3.02.26

Greetings, fellow individuals

Today I took my sister's dog for a run/walk to the park. While I was there, I was admiring all the beauty of the trees, the sky, the children, animals, the sun, etc. Although everything was literally full of life, I still can't understand why life can be so unfair for some. I don't understand why it can be so sad at times. Recently a girl I knew from my condominium decided to end her life and reality has been feeling unreal. I don't yet understand why someone so pure, so innocent has to say goodbye so soon, so young. Everytime I'm experiencing something beautiful about life, I'm reminded of the unstoppable unfairness it also possesses. I can't stop asking myself: why her? out of anyone who shouldn't be here, why her?
It's just so messed up and I can't seem to enjoy life at its fullest knowing she, few of the purest eyes I've seen, isn't here anymore. I wish she had been happy, I wish things had been different. I wish I could come back to my condominium and see how much she grew up.
I was never really close to her, but I knew her since she was very little, and when she was just 10yo, I comforted her one night at halloween cuz she was feeling sad, but I think that's what hurts me the most, she was suffering from a very young age. No one should go through what she went.
I hope you're at peace now, L. Haven't missed an opportunity to wish you the best wherever you are now.
Everytime I see the beauty in this world, I'll be reminded of you.

God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and the wisdom to know the difference.

Captain's Log Stardate 3.06.26

Godd afternoon, everypony

Today I woke up angry for some reason but I'm okay now I guess I'm just in my luteal phase but I guess I'll be fine. I WANT MY FUCKING OWN ROOM I HATE SHARING A BEDROOM. Well the 28th of march we'll be moving out so that's fine. Anyway heres an epic video:

I think, therefore I exist.

Captain's Log Stardate 8.02.26

HALLOOOO

I HAD THE BEST DAY TODAY.
Today I woke up and I was happy because I woke up to a beautiful pic of Valentina hehehhe she's soo beautiful istg I am soooooooo lucky to have her in my life. Then I went with my dad and sis to have lunch and we ate brazillian food which was delicious and then I went to get some stuff for my gf BECAUSE IM GONNA SEE HER THIS FRIDAY AND IM SO EXCITED. My day was also very cool cuz I watched an epic movie with my gf and it was sooooo good I love her so much and movies and yeah today was awesome. LIFE IS GREAT.
Anyway, overall love is the way and I'm gonna love so much while I'm alive :D

If ever there was someone to keep me at home......it would be you